
Gregory Jacob's eloquent article on Buck Showalter:
And then, on Sept. 8, Buck made a full-fledged baseball fan out of my
wife. There he is misty-eyed I dare say, seated in front of the mike
looking like he has to tell the country that Ahmadinejad had just bombed
Alaska. It was clear that we had defeated the motherloving Yankees. It
became clear that we had won like our 76th one-run game of the season.
And, lastly, it became clear that CC Sabathia had hit Nick Markakis and
broken his hand.
Buck, emoting full bore now: “It breaks my heart, personally. It’s emotional for all of us.”
He collects himself, not quite like he did the night Flanagan died,
but emotional in just the kind of way my wife likes it – on edge, on the
cliff, but balancing himself there.
“Because we know how much he means, and more importantly, how much
the Orioles mean to him,” Buck continues. “He’s been here from the start
… He’s a special breed. We’re lucky. The more you manage, the more
you’re lucky to have a guy like him, regardless of what the statistics
say. If you get bogged down with statistics, you’d never be able to make
out your lineup.”
“So Nick is like a son to him, just like that other hurt guy?” my wife asks.
I’m choked up a bit, too.
“Seems so,” I say.
And then, referring to the big win again, Buck says something like
this: the older I get, the more I sit back at moments like this and take
in the grandeur of it. Buck scoffing at statistics and sitting back and
enjoying it? Steinbrenner himself must have wanted to emit a
thunderbolt from the billionaire heavens at that one.
Sentiment. Wisdom. WAR and WHIP and OBP and all these abbreviations,
all this information that consumes us and makes Brad Pitt want to make a
slow movie out of a book that was slower-moving than the game of
baseball itself, and finally Buck arrives, with his hard-won wisdom, and
realizes the whole thing is a lot more complex. Luck, that’s what all
the statheads say now. This team has deviated from statistical
predictions for longer than thought possible but will revert with aplomb
– be it in October or next season.
But the regulars at the theater who pay to hear Shakespearian Buck,
part rousing Henry V, but now, after all these firings and backyard
reflection, part Hamlet, too, overhearing himself as this spectacle
takes on a life of its own, know better.
Buck, it seems, embraced that antique baseball world where wisdom
counted the same, if not more than information. Indeed, the next crop of
GMs at the fancy universities are no doubt plotting their ouster of the
statheads by pilfering science’s new rage, a field called complex
system theory that says, well, the obvious: a social system, even a
team, like an ecosystem or molecule – is built upon complex parts that
interact unpredictably. But Buck is a step ahead of the new new thing.
Balancing wisdom and information, emotion and precision, he has built as
cohesive a team as television can present.
And now we hope they play on, my wife and I, not so much so we can
keep watching the games, but to partake one more night of this
television persona, this jowly, twanging Buck with his rarely humorless
but regularly enlightening post-game TED lecture, imparting, disdaining,
emoting, professing, lamenting, reflecting, instructing, debating …
This American authentic’s last lecture may well be nigh, but the
wisdom has been bountiful, and come October the whatevereth, we’ll
sorely miss ones like this past Saturday, when Buck tells us, goddamnit,
that he urged the team’s rock, Matt Wieters, to stay back in California
with his wife and newborn son and forget about the pennant race because
some things are just more important.
“He’s where he should be,” Buck said. “One thing experience allows
you to do as you get older, you try to keep people from making mistakes
you made.”